My New Years goal

Do you recall all of the New Years resolution you made when your kid but never improved on them. Well I think it is kind of pointless to make those kind of things. I am not going to do a resolution this year and maybe other years too I will try to improve one of my skills. One of the skills that I need to improve is not being shy to speak up my mind and don't care about what other people think. One I am not really a shy girl. Once you get to know me I will get out of my comfort zone. I do like be silly a lot but I do have great idea. The problem is that I don't want to same them because I know I will get reject from them. I also feel like people listen to my ideas it is kind of annoying. Another one I want to work on is people judging me. Kids at my school judge me because I am funny and outgoing. The kids at school keep wanting to mess with me, but I mess with them back. By that I mean I yell at them because they are mean and I have to bring out my bad side. But every time I need to say something back to them I think, are the going to listen, will they fight back, should I tell a teacher. I might be shy but I will fight back(with words) if someone disrespects me, my friends and family. So this yea are my goal is to be more open and stand up for myself without fear.