Fights that I had

well I had one of the worst fights in my life. It was back in sixth grade. I was friends with this girl and we really close. But one day I said I have a new best friend. I didn't say it in a mean way I actually said it because I wanted them to be friends. Unfortunately she didn't like that. Then I really liked her clothes so I made harmless jokes about them. I kind of thought she didn't it so I asked her and she said that it was fine. Then some day after I came over her house and left. She started ignoring me at school. Then she said I don't want to be your friend anymore. That hurt me. I tried to talk to her because I wanted to fix things with her but she just ignored me. Then her mom started fighting with my mom. It was chaos. I would see her in the hallways. I would just keep my chin up high. I guess the fight as well a great experience for me because I learned on what to do when I get more friends. But sometimes I wish I can stop myself from trying to talk to her.

Where I'm From

I'm from music to instruments to Djs
I'm from town cultures that have black and Mexican
I'm from artist to singers to givers
I'm from holidays lovers to getting presents lovers
I'm from book worms to writers
I'm from lovers to freindships
I'm from a little town
I'm from a huge loving family

What makes me now today

As a kid I was very silent. I always had a huge lack confidence. I was always keep everything to myself, I wanted to have a lot of friends but made friends with the wrong crowd and I would always cry. Honestly I kind of wish that I could have changed myself for the better. However I kind of don't want to because if I didn't go through this change today I might not have been so positive and happy. Now I want to participate and have fun. I am really good at keeping my team positive. If I had a project with them I would be like"guys we got this, be happy we have the best idea". Even now that I am positive I still have weaknesses one of them is talking in front of people. I try to be nervous but my heart beats fast and I shake a little. I want to try to be able to speak without getting nervous but that needs a lot of confidences.

Kindest thing over break

Over the winter break I did some nice things like, help set the table, washing dishes and cleaning my room. But one of the kindest things that made me happy was that I gave a homeless man a dollar. So here is the little story. My mom, brother and I were going to the store. I wanted to go to the store and get some amazing markers called copic markers. They are so good for coloring in thing and they are for paper kind of art and since my art style was developing I had to get some of those amazing markers. I wasted most of my Christmas money on those markers. When we left the store I was left with 30 dollars and a couple of change. As we were driving home from the story. We had to stop at a red light. As I was excited to head home and use my markers I noticed homeless man asking for change or money. I asked my mom if I can give him a dollar and she said go ahead. I was nervous how the4 guy was going to react. Sudden I see him and he grabs the dollar from my hand and says" god bless you drive safely". I was so happy and my mom and little brother were talking about it was nice of me to give him that dollar. I was happy that day and I am glad that I actually helped out.

My New Years goal

Do you recall all of the New Years resolution you made when your kid but never improved on them. Well I think it is kind of pointless to make those kind of things. I am not going to do a resolution this year and maybe other years too I will try to improve one of my skills. One of the skills that I need to improve is not being shy to speak up my mind and don't care about what other people think. One I am not really a shy girl. Once you get to know me I will get out of my comfort zone. I do like be silly a lot but I do have great idea. The problem is that I don't want to same them because I know I will get reject from them. I also feel like people listen to my ideas it is kind of annoying. Another one I want to work on is people judging me. Kids at my school judge me because I am funny and outgoing. The kids at school keep wanting to mess with me, but I mess with them back. By that I mean I yell at them because they are mean and I have to bring out my bad side. But every time I need to say something back to them I think, are the going to listen, will they fight back, should I tell a teacher. I might be shy but I will fight back(with words) if someone disrespects me, my friends and family. So this yea are my goal is to be more open and stand up for myself without fear.

Bullying issue

It was the afternoon in a small town at a school. Teens and kids were pushing, pulling and rushing to get to class on time. Nicole was trying to get to her locker to get ready ELA. As she opened her locker she saw a little note falling down to her feet. She was confused. Was it a love letter? Or was it an invitation to a friend birthday party? As she opened the note she was heartbroken because of how rude this note was. Sudden the next day she got another threatening note. Nicole was getting scared. Should she tell somebody or should she just leave it alone?

This is called bullying. Bullying is a type of harassment that everyone faces some point in their life. It can happen anywhere in school, after school, at the park, at mall and even online. A article on the website called athealth.com stated that bullying occurs more around school than other places. Very understandable because that is how problems are made. School is well know for learning and making friends, but making friends with the wrong crowd will lead to bullying.

This is what is happening with bullying. Kids/teens get scared that this person is going to do horrible things to them. They think it is going to stop and they can handle. Sometimes they handle it by cutting and even killing them selves. An article on a website called HeyUgly.org stated that "4,400 lives are taken because of bullying." This revels that bullying is super dangerous. But not a lot of kids have the courage to tell a teacher or an adult about bullying. On a survey that a few middle schoolers took. Most of them said that the bullying didn't stop. Most teens in the survey also said that they told nobody that they were bullied. This goes to show that most kids/teens can't tell anyone that they are bullied. Bullying can't just affect the victim it could also affect the bully. If the victim kills themselves the bully would of course have regret.

 Is there way we can stop bullying? Well bullying can't just disappear forever, bullying can happen anytime. There is one thing we can do. We can try prevent it by being nice to each other. Although there a lot of people that are actually mean and can't help. One way deal with a situation like if someone you know is getting bullying get them help before it get out of hand. Therefore bullying is a dangerous thing that can't be stop but there is a way to weaken it by standing up for people or even getting help from an adult or someone you trust.

Most Amazing gift I got

As kid I always wanted a doll and not just some old cliché doll I wanted an American girl Doll. As a kid I have been beggin my mom for one and we didnt have a lot money back then. Then one day at my at my 11 birthday my family gave me a gift card and I bought my American girl doll. I was so happy that I started messing my dolls hair. My mom explained to me that I had to take of that doll. So she suggested me to go to YouTube and see how to fix dolls hairs. I have always wanted a American doll girl and I finally got on. I still have her but she is in box I get her out sometimes maybe to brush her hair or just look at her. Just for old time sake.